Why can't I believe...
So you call me last night. And you tell me that you like me.
Why can't I say it back? I ask him, does it annoy you that I can't say that back?
No, he replies. Why not? Because I know you do, and I don't want you to push yourself into saying it. ARGH. Why can't I just say it. My 'not being able to express my feelings' disease kills me sometimes. ARGH. WHYHWYHWYHWYHWYHWYHWYHY!